Never Give Up On A Miracle

Rating: NC-17

Fandom: The X Files

Disclaimer: I don't own these characters - and even if I did they'd be too hot for me to handle all by myself

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He holds me in his arms

The night is cold, but in his arms I do not feel the cold of the air, or the pain in my heart.

Never give up on a miracle he says to me.

I want to believe him

I want to stay in his arms forever

The protection of his strong embrace

But as he holds me so tight, refusing to let go I realize I need more from him

More than just his strong protecting hold

I part from him and take his hand in mine

I don’t say a word as I lead him to my bedroom

He doesn’t say a word and doesn’t object

I lead him to the bed and turn to him, knowing I do not have to say a word,

That we are thinking the same thing; that we’ve always been thinking the same thing, and this has to happen.

This has to happen now.

We look into each others eyes for what feels like an eternity until I finally move closer and touch his lips with mine.

Softly…so softly

His lips are so very tender against my own as the kiss intensifies

My lips part, opening for him

As do his own

The kiss grows deeper

As do the feelings deep within, feelings I thought long dead

Desires needing to be fulfilled

His hands run down the sides of my body

Holding me as our kiss grows ever deeper as his hands move to my bottom, gripping tight and pulling me up to better match his height

My legs lock around his waist, my hands grip his neck as he carries me up onto the bed and slowly lowers me onto it.

His lips part from mine as he stares into my eyes, even in the darkness I see so much love behind them as he tucks a strand of hair away from my face and wipes the tears away with his gentle touch.

Still no words are said as he pulls off his sweater

I do the same with my own, our eyes forever locked on one another as we rid our bodies of clothing

Now, there is no going back

His lips return to mine as his hands caress my breasts, the kiss intensifying as his hands move down

I should be nervous but am not as his hands move to my center, my legs opening, welcoming his touch

A small moan escapes my mouth as his fingers find my center, sliding up and down my lips, brushing against my clit

Testing me, teasing me, making sure I’m ready for this

That I’m ready for him

When in my mind I know I have been for so very long.

This act continues for what feels like agonizing hours until I feel his cock against me

The head pressing between my lips

Testing me, teasing me, making sure I’m ready for this

I gently thrust against it, against him, showing him I’m ready.

His lips part from me

His hands grip my waist

His eyes locked on mine

Waiting for me to object? Waiting for me to say no?

All I do is blink and nod

My eyes close as he enters me, and I bring my hands to his back, needing to hold him as he enters deeper, and deeper

My eyes clench as my body welcomes him

He holds me there for a moment, frozen in time before his body starts to move

Slowly at first as my nails dig into his back, a small moan escaping his own lips as the thrusts increase, as they speed up my back arches and he takes a hard nipple between his teeth.

I scream out as he suckles one nub, and then another returning his hands to my breasts, as his thrusts continue

My eyes open and lock on his, he’s intently watching me

Waiting for me to object? Waiting for me to stop him?

I arch my back further and my hands move to his ass

Pushing him harder into me

Pushing him deeper inside

I want this.

I need this.

I scream out his name and feel his body tense above me

His hands freeze on my breasts as he thrusts one last time.

He wants this

He needs this

And he screams out my name as he fills me

He rests his body on mine

My hands fall from him onto the cold sheets.

His head against mine, his breath hot against my neck

My eyes open and look up at the white ceiling above

I blink a few times

Making sure this wasn’t a dream

I wrap my arms around his back, tightly hugging his body against my own

I want to stay in his arms forever

The protection of his strong embrace

Never give up on a miracle.